Greetings From A Squiggly Mind
Just some very random ruminations from the depths of my squiggly mind……..
What is wrong with me? Why was i not enough? Have you always loved her? You "thought" of her throughout the years. How often? And what did you think about? A reunion? An affair? A lost opportunity? The one that got away? Did you ever love me anyways? How could you really and think of... Continue Reading →
You voice immediate flashback undoing all the work forgetting the sound of you the smell of you the feel of you the soul of you Your smile your voice brings me back brings me back to "I've fallen in love with someone else" Your lying voice keeping your secret still from friends from family were... Continue Reading →
Where do I start? You were my muse. You left me alone; sleeping, living on my own. You've changed so much. I never would've imagined I'd see you become this person that you have become. Selfish, unkind, cold-hearted and cruel. No touch, no love, no affection after you found her again. Your missed opportunity. We... Continue Reading →
Why don't I cry? Why don't I yell? Why can't I scream, hit, throw things? I walked away in the blink of an eye No time to think An instant decision made My final act of rebellious pride. I can't believe I did it. so unlike me Where is my need to grovel at your... Continue Reading →
It's time for a new me. But who will I be? Who am I? What do I like? What should I be? What CAN I be? I'm not a hobby girl. I barely read anymore. Maybe I'll start reading again. I don't have a "who I used to be". This has always been me. 15.... Continue Reading →
Moving on. I wake up alone but on my own I have my coffee alone but on my own I get ready for work and I drive. Alone but on my own I take my meds all on my own I sit. In a quiet space. Alone But I exist. I'm not thriving but I'm... Continue Reading →
Words forsake me Nothing to be said You have so much in common Why try so hard Why change who you are You have a connection Not with the real you Who is this you Your dress Your music Your spirituality Your heartlessness Your abandonment You wanted more than me You needed what I am... Continue Reading →
“I’ve fallen in love with someone” The words that would change my life forever. The thing is that I knew. I already knew in my heart that that was the case. I already knew that he was cheating on me. Four or more months with no sex, no affection, no snuggles, no kisses. I’m not... Continue Reading →
2024 is here and it’s bringing a lot of change for me and mine. I’ve made of point of setting goals and plan on working to achieve them. First up: pay off our attorney and get this financial mess under control. As embarrassing as we find this bankruptcy situation to be, we’re relieved on some... Continue Reading →
Empty spaces Blackness enshrines A world once sparkling With words, phrases Poetry Love and passion Fear and pain Blackness envelopes Her every thought A blacksmith of emotion Emotions so raw She wishes to return in time To a world of words They must be strewn Across the page
Greetings From A Squiggly Mind 