Just some very random ruminations from the depths of my squiggly mind……..
Who am I? Who is this woman I’ve become? Independent Resilient Powerful Adventurous Strong I am not the girl I used to be And I have your betrayal to thank for that. So, thank you. Thank you for leaving me on my own To learn, To live, To work, To drive, To travel, To excel,... Continue Reading →
Sunrises and sunsets Foreign lands exciting peoople exotic foods I want to see it hear it taste it all Planes, trains and ships It matters not I'll get there in my own time, one way or another Without you. Goodbye Au revoir Ciao
That fateful day The day I said goodbye Without words That day was the end The end of an era a lifetime a future You broke it all You broke me And I'll never be the same I may not be better But I'll be okay. A new me A new lifetime A new future... Continue Reading →
Here I sit, staring at a blank screen. Unable to put my thoughts to words on paper. My therapist wants me to write. She requested that I do so months ago. I never could figure out how. My writing is dead. Something killed that part of me years ago and the past year just put... Continue Reading →
As you slowly disappear I remind myself to Knock the shine off As your memory haunts me at night I remind myself to Knock the shine off In the quiet and the still I remind myself to Knock the shine off As I slowly push over The pedestal I placed you on I remind myself... Continue Reading →
Can I love the new you? Where did you go? The man I knew Gone Missing Broken Bound by guilt Regret Self-loathing Can't sleep Can't love Me, but she... Is she the one? You happily ever after Does she, Can she Love you like I did I don't believe that anyone can What did I... Continue Reading →
Ghosts of the past haunt me taunt me try to drag me in down tumbling and crumbling a shell of myself I'm getting stronger It doesn't feel like it most days most days I feel weak broken beaten abandoned alone unlovable You did that with a ghost of the past
How could you? They need you Father Friend Support Always there in there corner putting them first you've broken them broken you They fear for you What if it all crumbles, tumbles down Where will you be? Who will you know that wants to be a part of your life? That wants to know you... Continue Reading →
What is wrong with me? Why was i not enough? Have you always loved her? You "thought" of her throughout the years. How often? And what did you think about? A reunion? An affair? A lost opportunity? The one that got away? Did you ever love me anyways? How could you really and think of... Continue Reading →
You voice immediate flashback undoing all the work forgetting the sound of you the smell of you the feel of you the soul of you Your smile your voice brings me back brings me back to "I've fallen in love with someone else" Your lying voice keeping your secret still from friends from family were... Continue Reading →
Greetings From A Squiggly Mind 