Just some very random ruminations from the depths of my squiggly mind……..
Why did I stop writing? And when? I can’t remember and don’t have an answer to either of those questions. All I know is that it’s gone. I’m gone. Or least a part of me is. And make no mistake, writing was an essential part of me. It was who I was in a lot... Continue Reading →
My babiesRadiant bluesSeafoam greensRuby reds My babiesSmartFunnyKind My babiesMy worldMy lifeMy loves My babiesEverythingTo me.Everything I hopedThey would be.
How do you know when your last goodbye is your last goodbye?I have had a lot of goodbyes over the past few years. Just like anyone else, I never realized they were the final goodbye.I said goodbye one day, I can’t remember the date, to my very best friend from childhood to adulthood. I can’t... Continue Reading →
I can’t get out of my head today. I’m antsy and agitated and have burned through everything I needed to do at home. I have no job to distract me and can’t get one for a few more months. I’m exhausted, but need to keep moving. It’s a mental exhaustion. I want to crawl into... Continue Reading →
Wings of jetLift them highI see you overheadDaring me to flightYou call to meYour majestyYour graceYour voiceSpeaking my dreamOf soaring and seeingI seek your freedom
What to do? What to do?What to write? Doo bee doo.Seriously folks, I’m drawing a blank. I want to write and I want to be interesting and informative and helpful and and and. But there’s just nothing there. Drawing that blank.Let’s see. My mental health has been hit and miss. For those of you out... Continue Reading →
“Hello me, it’s me again” Found a bunch of my old writing last night. About two years worth. It shocked me how actively I was writing at one point and how long it’s been since I put fingers to keyboard. It broke my heart and gave me hope. The writing I found was a mix... Continue Reading →
Golden bodies awash inradiant, smoldering sunHeat waves rise frombroken, melting asphaltexhausted leavesseek shelterwhile fiery blades of grassscorch gentle feetglorious summeris upon us
Tell me trueShoot an arrow through my heartif you mustPierce me to my soulFor I must knowIs his love real?It shakes me to my coreThe existence so deepAlmost painful to beholdDo they feel the fire?Are they burned by our flame?Singed by the heat of our desireSeized by our longingwhen we must partFor this is the... Continue Reading →
Raven hairOcean eyesIvory skinRose red lipsA fractured mindA telltale heartA witch's soulThat girl is trouble
Greetings From A Squiggly Mind 