Sunrises and sunsets Foreign lands exciting peoople exotic foods I want to see it hear it taste it all Planes, trains and ships It matters not I'll get there in my own time, one way or another Without you. Goodbye Au revoir Ciao
Watch me leave
Butterflies
That fateful day The day I said goodbye Without words That day was the end The end of an era a lifetime a future You broke it all You broke me And I'll never be the same I may not be better But I'll be okay. A new me A new lifetime A new future... Continue Reading →
I am Kintsugi
Here I sit, staring at a blank screen. Unable to put my thoughts to words on paper. My therapist wants me to write. She requested that I do so months ago. I never could figure out how. My writing is dead. Something killed that part of me years ago and the past year just put... Continue Reading →
Trying to Remember
Can I love the new you? Where did you go? The man I knew Gone Missing Broken Bound by guilt Regret Self-loathing Can't sleep Can't love Me, but she... Is she the one? You happily ever after Does she, Can she Love you like I did I don't believe that anyone can What did I... Continue Reading →
On My Own
Moving on. I wake up alone but on my own I have my coffee alone but on my own I get ready for work and I drive. Alone but on my own I take my meds all on my own I sit. In a quiet space. Alone But I exist. I'm not thriving but I'm... Continue Reading →
Stupidest Woman Alive~ That’s Me
“I’ve fallen in love with someone” The words that would change my life forever. The thing is that I knew. I already knew in my heart that that was the case. I already knew that he was cheating on me. Four or more months with no sex, no affection, no snuggles, no kisses. I’m not... Continue Reading →
The Journey
Gawd but the desire to journey New and old places call to me History, hustle Buildings and fields People so unlike me and mine People so much the same I’ve seen many things yet it will never be enough The need to run, walk To seek sights unseen To breathe in air never breathed To... Continue Reading →
Moving On
December 13th was like any other day in my house. Well, maybe it was even a little lighter than any other day in recent history. I wasn't bogged down with the sadness and guilt that's been slowly eating at me every day for the past year. I wasn't dwelling on the fact that my dad... Continue Reading →
Upside Down
My house is currently upside down. It's a disaster. Clean clothes need to be folded. Dishes need to be washed. Beds need to be made. Toilets need to be scrubbed. The current state of my abode is just a metaphor for the entirety of my life at this moment in time. And this post is... Continue Reading →
Invaded
a·buse verb /əˈbyo͞oz/ 1. use (something) to bad effect or for a bad purpose; misuse. synonyms: misuse, misapply, misemploy; More 2. treat (a person or an animal) with cruelty or violence, especially regularly or repeatedly. synonyms: mistreat, maltreat, ill-treat, treat badly; More This morning has started the same way every other morning has for... Continue Reading →
Greetings From A Squiggly Mind 