Greetings From A Squiggly Mind
Just some very random ruminations from the depths of my squiggly mind……..
Who am I? Who is this woman I’ve become? Independent Resilient Powerful Adventurous Strong I am not the girl I used to be And I have your betrayal to thank for that. So, thank you. Thank you for leaving me on my own To learn, To live, To work, To drive, To travel, To excel,... Continue Reading →
Sunrises and sunsets Foreign lands exciting peoople exotic foods I want to see it hear it taste it all Planes, trains and ships It matters not I'll get there in my own time, one way or another Without you. Goodbye Au revoir Ciao
That fateful day The day I said goodbye Without words That day was the end The end of an era a lifetime a future You broke it all You broke me And I'll never be the same I may not be better But I'll be okay. A new me A new lifetime A new future... Continue Reading →
As you slowly disappear I remind myself to Knock the shine off As your memory haunts me at night I remind myself to Knock the shine off In the quiet and the still I remind myself to Knock the shine off As I slowly push over The pedestal I placed you on I remind myself... Continue Reading →
Can I love the new you? Where did you go? The man I knew Gone Missing Broken Bound by guilt Regret Self-loathing Can't sleep Can't love Me, but she... Is she the one? You happily ever after Does she, Can she Love you like I did I don't believe that anyone can What did I... Continue Reading →
What is wrong with me? Why was i not enough? Have you always loved her? You "thought" of her throughout the years. How often? And what did you think about? A reunion? An affair? A lost opportunity? The one that got away? Did you ever love me anyways? How could you really and think of... Continue Reading →
It's time for a new me. But who will I be? Who am I? What do I like? What should I be? What CAN I be? I'm not a hobby girl. I barely read anymore. Maybe I'll start reading again. I don't have a "who I used to be". This has always been me. 15.... Continue Reading →
Moving on. I wake up alone but on my own I have my coffee alone but on my own I get ready for work and I drive. Alone but on my own I take my meds all on my own I sit. In a quiet space. Alone But I exist. I'm not thriving but I'm... Continue Reading →
Words forsake me Nothing to be said You have so much in common Why try so hard Why change who you are You have a connection Not with the real you Who is this you Your dress Your music Your spirituality Your heartlessness Your abandonment You wanted more than me You needed what I am... Continue Reading →
“I’ve fallen in love with someone” The words that would change my life forever. The thing is that I knew. I already knew in my heart that that was the case. I already knew that he was cheating on me. Four or more months with no sex, no affection, no snuggles, no kisses. I’m not... Continue Reading →
Greetings From A Squiggly Mind 