Just some very random ruminations from the depths of my squiggly mind……..
Where does it land you when you work and work and work towards a goal and finally achieve it and then fall backwards 40 steps to a point of starting all over again? What is that called? How do you reconcile who you are with what you’ve done and where you are? That’s where I... Continue Reading →
What to do Where to go Stuck Stuck in my head In my space In this time Exceptional change lost with choice The burn of starting over The soul The heart The ego Write, write get it out open the heart the soul let go of ego Let it flow Mindless of appreciation Of understanding... Continue Reading →
Morning full of dark The first step towards escape Dark, frigid air Fly, fly away Lands of dreams Distance from this time This space This place Off to a new world New faces New streets New air to taste My heart yearns Images held in my mind Encounters in my soul Fly, fly away To... Continue Reading →
Gawd but the desire to journey New and old places call to me History, hustle Buildings and fields People so unlike me and mine People so much the same I’ve seen many things yet it will never be enough The need to run, walk To seek sights unseen To breathe in air never breathed To... Continue Reading →
I've had the most difficult time writing for so long now that it almost seems like I never knew what to say in the first place. A while back I started some elementary attempts at getting some stuff down and was borderline successful. I've been keeping track of them in a folder on my desktop... Continue Reading →
Let me start with this: I like my job. I love my co-workers. I like various benefits of my job; some more than others. Let me lay it out. Pros: I work with my husband and we work well together. I have flexibility to leave early/come in late if necessary (ie: appointments and such) I... Continue Reading →
Last month I got a notice on my credit card that I had been billed for my WordPress account. Apparently I had it set up on auto pay. I looked at it, thought "maybe I should actually utilize it' and closed my account page without thinking much more of it. This morning, for whatever reason,... Continue Reading →
Driving home down long, dark, quiet roads last night my husband and I got to talking about my loved ones that have passed over the past two years. It got me to thinking about mourning and the way it hits you out of the blue now and again for no apparent reason, with no apparent... Continue Reading →
Two months. Two months since I've put fingers to keyboard. I think I'm beginning to see a pattern here. I used to love to write. I would write about anything and everything and I always had a strong opinion and the information to back it up. I just don't have it in me anymore, apparently. I've... Continue Reading →
Wow. It's been almost two months since I've written anything. I guess I haven't had much of interest to write about. So today I go back to the topic I always obsess over: weight loss. Or lack thereof. As you all know, I'm a fat, middle-aged diabetic. No, fat isn't a bad word so let's... Continue Reading →
Greetings From A Squiggly Mind 